Good FROZEN morning

No! Winter has not hit - it's only Autumn.... I hope?!?

I've been house-sitting this past weekend. One heck of a frozen affair
and I HAD to get out of bed in the mornings. Saturday was art at nine,
Sunday was church at eight, Today was gardeners at seven.

Yes! I didn't want to get out of bed, but I had to. If I did not, I
would not have had a brilliant weekend by now.

hmmMmm.. I'm trying to get out of the habit of using foul language and
phrases - and I can thank an old friend for that, as he said foul things
every five minutes.

ok, Well it has warmed up a bit - time to have fun in the sun! My eyes
are irritated, so I'll be blind when I put on my shades!!?!

I like these paragraphs.
SMILE

Change

And so it will happen...

I'm going to change who I am, both on the out and in -sides of me

I know that most people think I'm a quiet and very random, but that's not me when I'm home - I'm louder than most silent movies. When I get angry, I voice my anger instead of trashing the nearest object - so I end up with a sore throat...

I live in a constant mess - nothing is clean. Don't bother coming into my room, it's too small for my bed, the clothes, the desk, me and you...
My personal being is not the greatest - I'm a great actor, and my true lazy self is starting to come through - I'm too lazy to act all the time...

And then there is GOD.
If it were not for God, I'd be in a 9 year old grave..

I'm thankful for what God did for me. So to honour God, I'm gonna change who I am for the better. It is hard, but I'm gonna be really closing the doors of friendships that have led me away from God. I'm going to stop thinking of friends who don't want to know me because of what I'm doing through God.
I'm going to start making a habit of reading God's Word everyday, in the morning - not when I need to sleep.
I'm going to remember everyday to pray.
And I'm going to do all this through God.

Amen

Mulahvehlous

>From tom tom player to cymbal crasher(smasher), in less than 5..yes,
count them..years....
All i am able to say is, "WoW!"

i knew quite a few drummers in my day, and none could ever be compared
to what i witnessed tonight! Guess i should say he would be the
perfect mullet wearer - it would so suit him. Although i think his Mom
would highly disagree!

Why am i not mentioning names?
Good question! I have none but no clue...

I got home and went straight for fl studio.. Wish i had a power pc,
then the cpu load would not be so obvious..
I should play, record and post my pieces..trusting that noone would
take it for there own.. Perhaps gimme some guitar tips.. Hehe

oh well, cant wait to play violin in band and write some music that
others can read so i can play with them instead of the pc.

Simon Strehler, you smash well...

SMILE

--
Serving God is Fun,
Malcs
www.malcsman.za.net

Learning...

There are things in life that are meant to be taught only once, unless
you forget the lesson or are too lazy to take what was learnt in the
past and adapt it to the current situation.

I came to such a predicament. I thought about asking why, but then i
thought that i may bring forth undesirable consequences.

I think i learnt this a few times, but the final time, it hurt me. I
dont want to go through that pain again.
What was my lesson?
Its complex, but in a basic sense, i'm supposed to think before i say anything.

Anger management...
This is something I've been working on for years. The big things dont
tick me off. It is the small things. Those tiny bits that grate my
chin.
I bottle up most things that i cannot vent off about.
Time passes and the smallest thing can flip my switch inside.
In the past, i have broken a lot of organic and inorganic matter; i
have let the neighbourhood hear me and i have made people quite very
scared of me...

A balance of what is and is not funny...
Personal stuff is never meant to be public. So jokes should only be
told when you are awake and not thinking about you.

Another thing...
Bed time is early for a reason. May this be the last time i post a
alms so late at night! SMILE

--
Serving God is Fun,
Malcs
www.malcsman.za.net

I'm gonna put the phone down now...

Oh my!

My IP keeps changing and I decided to phone my isp. They got me to call telkom on 0800375.75 - a free call...i hope..

Anyway, this guy said my internet would not work if i used 10.30.99.254 as a gateway - not the default config and thats my problem.
I told him my qualifications and that i had reconfigured; My internet works fine, but my IP keeps changing; I have no spyware...

I'm trying to login to a youth gallery admin interface, but it keeps logging me out due to my IP constantly changing. It is so fustrating. I've now had a break before the last 40 minutes before lunch extend into my after lunch free time..

The fault was logged - he said it could be a port problem on the exchange's side. The tech told me my reference number and asked if that was all. I said yes, that's all, but i acted much like a modem - i awaited for a goodbye signal...

SILENCE...

Then I said, "I'm gonna put the phone down now, before it confuses us all..", He said, "Yes, you are meant to put the phone down. It is a good idea..", so I said, "Cheers. Thank you, Goodbye"

His greeting was ok, but his end-of-conversation/help skills are shocking.
BUT wait...
He does what I was trained to do.. only end the call when the customer has ended the call! Seven cheers for telkom's fault reporting techie!
Other call center people just end the call...

The revenge of the ants

Oh my eyes!!!

I mixed up a snack to eat, had one spoonful left and then the ants came...

Must be about 70 ants eating my peanut-syrup butter snack and another 20 arbitrarily walking round my desk (running away from my fingers).

oh well, since the last time i posted something to my blog, i have found my wallet - by the coffee machine, for an unknown reason.
i'm back on my contacts and I obtained permission from IBS to audibly record two (2) books of the Bible!!!

On to love...
Love is humbling oneself to another.

Do you know how many people have said something against my humbleness? Too many to count on my fingers - they all say that I must stand up for myself. Be a man. Be of the world.......

I strive for everything to be of God and nothing to be of the world. If you don't like that about me, tell me and I'll try explain it to you..!

AAAAK....
The ants are EATING my toes.....

I'm not dead, yet...

I decided to give the dogs a run - separately. Running around the block with an un-fit dog is no big deal. After a five minute drink break, I took the fit dog and ran him round the block - I stopped twice for a breather!!

To cool down, I took my bike and set it on the lowest gears and cycled round two blocks. This car drove past me as I was heading down the road at a slow pace and pedaling - STARE. The same car drove past me again while I was on a flat bit of road - I was still going slowly!

I'm home now, typing this.

While I was 'cycling', I thought what was and what is wrong with my friendships at this time. Almost immediately, I remembered yesterday - this driver of a car, looked as though they were going straight, but turned as I crossed the road, WITHOUT signalling. That was a random thought. I usually dont do that, but I saw the reason for it. Most of my friendships have times when I just do, without communication. Or build-up without God.

Alot of my friendships have been braking. Some through my own means and mostly through God.
The friendships that God broke-off, will not come together. But those friendships that were broken because of my actions, God has made somethings good of it.

If I work with God on the friendships that I had something to do with them breaking up, God will bring them back. If you dont believe me, watch this space!!!

My elbow is sore?!? and I dont know why..

God, He loves you and me,
Malcs

Ten minutes without God

I have been talking to God the whole day. God has been with me and it has made life today so much easier to live.

I spent ten minutes (alone, with no hint of God) thinking and idling behind the pc - I see things that are screwed because I didnt ask God first.
My life almost took a dive for the worst. Seeing something I'm powerless to do anything about, moving things around, thinking of possible sin... I said "STOP!" out loud - God was there waiting and Satan skimpered off.

I'm glad I started my day off with understanding God's Word. Home was a nightmare - we have workmen in the house modifying the bathroom and constant interruptions. So I drove to the shed and became a Firefly! Sat down and went through day 15 of the Tribe, A Warrior's Calling. James, a good book. Something that has been on my mind and in other people's speak. So I spoke to God. In fact I asked God last night to help me to keep a conversation going without forgetting what was said and then turning silent. I read the book of James a few nights ago - a brilliant book to read! It brought my understanding of prayer much higher.

I kinda wish I could share what more I learnt of what love is, but it is very much confidential and I wont be unfaithful to my friend(s).

One more thing - when on a treatment to sort out your sleeping pattern, try not get less than 8 hours of sleep. I was away from home and fell asleep, thereby writing two characters on top of each other.. I only got 6 hours of sleep. When you build a house, make sure it's completed when you move in, dont leave it for thirty odd years down the line!?!

I figured out my pet name that my Mother uses often,

Monkey

WARNING: Chicken Invaders 2 IS addictive!!!

woo whooooooooo!!!!!

those damned bosses.... three on veteran mode - i had three lives, but i died...

Hopefully the attached picture will come out...

Chicken Invaders 2 is a real work out - i use mouse for direction and numpad 0 for fire and left mouse click for missile!

eish, now i'm sore..

bye for now - hope i wont be too late for church,
Malcs

ps. no, one cant attach a file to show as a picture... but perhaps if i embed it next time??!?

Brandy and coke

So tonight was all about celebrations of two birthdays. I ate something quite acid, had brandy in my coke, sipped red wine and mistook white wine for water..quite a large gulp - dont ask...

Yip, now I need to whet the water...

ok, so i've realised it all...

Becoming whom I really should be -
   How God created me!!

Well to be honest, I'm sitting (here) kinda in 'the corner'. There's a real bright light to the left (in front) of me, and each time someone walks past, they reflect the brIght light...
To the right of me is a square table covered in a red plastic table 'cloth' - it has 3 side-plates on it and one is mine with cake on it.
This chair is getting hard - it IS hard, and black...

So back to what I realised.
I keep wanting to be at the stage in my life where I'm free, but there is ALWAYS something keeping me from freedom.
If I don't STOP everything in its tracks then I will always have something keeping me back.

I have also come to realise what love is - NO, there is not only ONE definition, but many, and I must thank a good friend for helping me understand what love is.
It is rather comical, but not funny, how my lesson came about - I'll only say that I asked my friend what they thought love is.

I'm gonna try explain it:
love is, that yearning for the one loved.
The feeling of something missing - I'm trying, but much of the readers may get lost..
The love (I speak about) is Godly, so if you don't really know Jesus...
That excitement of visualising, or not really see, but feeling. That is love.
It's not emotion, as then that's like love between two people. It is that which makes your spirit 'jump' with expectancy (joy), dance with happiness that is truly OUT of this world.

Yip, I'll write everytime I come to realise what love is in a Godly sense.

Be good and keep well,
God bless!
Malcs

HOT Thursday

and it was so freakin HOT, that I forgot all about it!
Note that this is not a blog that will be filled EVERYDAY, but only when I remember to fill it up..
--
Serving God is Fun,
Malcs
www.malcsman.za.net

My first post

Yeah, this is what it could be all about...

I'll let rip of how my day has been and what makes me sad and glad.. perhaps i'll rant a bit about some silly topic.

OKay, this is still an empty blog until I fill it with tomorrow's news that I dont know today - my nose cant stand cats.....

I'm not gonna be against God.