Change

And so it will happen...

I'm going to change who I am, both on the out and in -sides of me

I know that most people think I'm a quiet and very random, but that's not me when I'm home - I'm louder than most silent movies. When I get angry, I voice my anger instead of trashing the nearest object - so I end up with a sore throat...

I live in a constant mess - nothing is clean. Don't bother coming into my room, it's too small for my bed, the clothes, the desk, me and you...
My personal being is not the greatest - I'm a great actor, and my true lazy self is starting to come through - I'm too lazy to act all the time...

And then there is GOD.
If it were not for God, I'd be in a 9 year old grave..

I'm thankful for what God did for me. So to honour God, I'm gonna change who I am for the better. It is hard, but I'm gonna be really closing the doors of friendships that have led me away from God. I'm going to stop thinking of friends who don't want to know me because of what I'm doing through God.
I'm going to start making a habit of reading God's Word everyday, in the morning - not when I need to sleep.
I'm going to remember everyday to pray.
And I'm going to do all this through God.

Amen